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Blade

A short poem

Jocelyn Villarreal
1 min readJan 8, 2020
Photo by Ksenia Makagonova on Unsplash

As a child I was often scorned

for the volume in which I would speak

or the tone in which I chose to reply in

As a child I was raised to believe

that my voice was this dangerous tool

that does not belong to me

A knife that could only be used

with parental supervision

or approval

They all raised me to believe

that what I had must be kept

in some secret place

Far away from everyone else

As though there was nothing more

shameful or unruly

than the sharp, unwavering

voice of a young girl

So like them, I chose to believe it

Like most children,

I was afraid

So I obeyed and obeyed

Expecting the blade of the knife

to become duller with age

Though to my surprise,

the blade only sharpened

as I grew older

And with that sharp blade

came an inevitable willingness

to cut through glass

or anything else that dared get in the way

And it was then I learned

that I should not have been the one

to be afraid

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Jocelyn Villarreal
Jocelyn Villarreal

Written by Jocelyn Villarreal

Teenage adult who likes to read and watches too many movies. Occasionally, I’ll write or ramble about things that keep me up at night.

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